Friday, August 16, 2024

Bushwalk in the Rain

American naturalist and essayist John Burroughs penned long ago... 

                                    I go to nature to be soothed and healed

                                       and to have my senses put in order

Not that my senses are currently in disarray, but with that in mind even the gathering of leaden clouds was not going to deter me from heading out for a much-needed dose of natural tonic. The bush is almost on my doorstep, but like most wonders right under our nose we tend to take them for granted until the moment comes when the urge to replenish our spirits overtakes the need to vacuum the house or deal with another pile of paperwork. And in the process, Bushwalk in the Rain was born.


It was wet   
but not particularly cold
though I chose
the wrong day
to not wear a scarf

My progress is always
interminably slow
for I spend more time
looking at my feet
than the vistas
hidden beyond the trees

The world of small things
captivates me most
maybe because I am also small
but the tiny treasures
mostly unseen
those quiet and unobtrusive things
reveal themselves as into your pores
eucalyptus seeps.

You’re barely aware
of the slowing down
this sense of calm
the rhythm change
you venture on and with each stride
your eyes are opened
and more beside

From both sides of the mossy track
images come, however brief
lifelike shapes in lichen on rocks
trees with falling-down mossy socks
rays of light through fungi gills
tiny wattle pom poms, a lichen leaf

Rust coloured fungi on lime-green moss
grey-green algae on ancient rocks
the muted hiss of the rain through leaves
and puddles reflecting
the tops of the trees


The sandstone lookout
with its wet park bench
offers a welcome resting place
to be drawn in, let all else go
in silence be somehow renewed
in this ever-evolving bushland space

I’m both on the ground
and in the treetops
literally right on the very edge.
This massive rock, this precipice,
this drop-off point
from the world up here
to that below
reveals a glimpse of what’s beyond.

Low cloud kissing
the tops of trees
white cockatoos disturbing the peace
old trees bearing scars
of storm ravaged years
while new growth sprouts
from some of their wounds.
I’m surrounded by giants
as well as the small
while a bluish haze
pervades it all

As the breeze picks up
the canopy stirs
leaves take up the merry dance
shedding excess drops
into my lap
and right on cue
the rain which had passed
has now returned.

Once more it soaks through
the hood of my coat
and trickles down
the back of my neck.
I chose the wrong day
to not wear a scarf.





Sunday, April 28, 2024

Going Bush

Autumn seems to have been a little lacklustre this year, the leaves on many trees turning and falling with barely an emphatic “Look at me, look at me” show of colour. I think it’s due to the prolonged mildness of the weather, with those chilly nights and mornings which help bring out the vibrant colours only making their presence felt in the last week or so. Then again, maybe I’m simply not anywhere near those trees which turn on their stunning annual performance.

And into the forest I go
to lose my mind
and find my soul

- John Muir

That said, I finally ventured out into our bush for a decent walk, having avoided such during the sinister slithering snake season, endeavouring to find some fungi to photograph after some rain. Heading down towards the creek, I’d barely gone a few hundred meters before this rather strange sound emanated from the bush below. Definitely animal, but not immediately identifiable. 

The rustling through the undergrowth and the sounds coming out of its mouth stopped me in my tracks. It was obviously working its way further down the slope, alerting all and sundry that an intruder was present. I continued on my way...for about fifteen seconds, for it simply would not let up. A cross between a deep-throated breathy cough and hoarse moaning snuffle, my conclusion was that a stag was nearby, letting his deer girlfriends know he would protect them come what may. 

My conclusion was based on a previous meeting with a stag years ago in the same area. I’d heard a bark behind me, turned around, and there in the middle of the track standing firm and looking more than a little annoyed, was a magnificent stag. He obviously hadn’t read the memo about how to behave when confronted with small two-legged creatures making unintelligible noises, no matter how soothing, as my attempt to reassure him I was not a threat was met with subsequent gruff barks and a haughty glare. The stand-off continued. Who was going to blink first?

So back to my walk, with this ongoing snorting and huffing and puffing and moaning and groaning. It became somewhat unnerving, for maybe my conclusion was incorrect. Was I about to witness and fall victim and not live to tell the tale of my fated sighting of the ancient Giant Bunyip? Hmm, what to do? I retraced my footsteps, that’s what I did, and explored the less threatening upper reaches of the bush.

Fungi hunting was now out of the question, but it meant my senses were alerted to other delights around me. Billopp Bluff rising before me, the grandeur of those wide vistas, the ruggedness of the mountains. As I put the blinds up each morning I’m never disappointed, for the mountain’s many moods grab me every time. 


But as I wander and take time to not only observe but absorb my surroundings, my focus begins to change. I slow down, look down as well as around, and stop frequently to take it all in. My ears become more finely tuned to the birds, my sense of smell is stimulated by the faint scent of eucalypt. 

Small details become more apparent. Textures, colours, dappled light moving on the ground as the sun plays through the canopy overhead, wallaby and deer footprints firmly pressed into the earth. Lichen in a myriad of forms, some encrusted like pressed flowers on whatever surface they can find. 


And who can resist a friendly rock greeting you with a smile as you walk past, welcoming you into the next section of bush. A good sign indeed.

Look deep into nature

and you will understand everything better

   -   Albert Einstein




There was the Bleeding Tree, sap weeping out, solidified like red candy. It was all I could do to resist the temptation to snap off a piece and head on my way sucking it like a piece of toffee. Could be toxic for all I know, but the urge was there just the same, bringing back a childhood memory of snapping icicles off fences and sucking them like an icy pole on my way to school in the dead of an English winter.






With the variety of trees in our patch of temperate rainforest, it shouldn’t really be surprising I found an Ent. Remember them? As this rough-barked tree emerged, the walking, talking Treebeard and his fellow guardians watching over the Forest of Fangorn from Lord of the Rings came readily to mind. The gnarly bark had an ancient quality about it, the wisdom of the ages. It didn’t take much of a stretch of the imagination to believe this tree could uproot itself and march on up the mountain if it felt so inclined, mumbling and grumbling as bits of itself rubbed off and fell to the forest floor.

Running my hand over the surfaces of the spiky tree trunk and lichen covered rock I could feel the quivering hides of mythical beasts now long extinct, strength and power held in check, ever alert, waiting for the moment when they would be called upon to summon all that fury in order to defend themselves. Victims or aggressors? Who knows, but you can conjure up all manner of scenarios where beasties are concerned.

Ah, and then my favourite discovery of the day. The baby Polar Bear, snuggled into the soil, arms wrapped around himself. It was a rock of course, would have fit into the palm of my hand, but I didn’t want to disturb it, it looked so cosy curled up there. The impression of a single baby bear, abandoned and alone, held a certain poignant quality. What a little miracle, not only the fact a humble piece of rock bears markings (no pun intended) that make it appear lifelike, but that I happened upon it at that precise moment and approached it at just the right angle where its appealing nature presented itself. 

I do have a habit of anthropomorphising objects, bestowing human characteristics or personality traits on to inanimate things, but the natural forces brought to bear on that little rock over however many hundred or thousand years resulted in a moment of thanks to the Creator which purely and simply made my day. Pun intended that time.

My mind started racing. What were Polar Bears doing in Tasmania? Polar Bears are from the Arctic, not the Antarctic. What caused this little one to become frozen in the tundra, only to resurface at this point in time? Fantastical notions I know, but there could be a children’s story in there somewhere.

All in all, my spirits were lifted as I reminded myself that a few hours in the bush is always time well spent, and that the ancient Greek physician Hippocrates was indeed right when he recommended the same thing two and a half thousand years ago. 

                                              Walking is a man's best medicine





 






























 


Monday, January 15, 2024

Never Too Old

I have come to the conclusion in the past week that if Tasmania had undergone the same level of quarantine conditions as other places during Covid, I would’ve gone stark raving bonkers. Due to the nastiest of rear-end gastro bugs I have ever had the misfortune to suffer, I isolated myself the minute it was obvious something was definitely amiss. That was eight days ago, and only now am I feeling human enough to dare to bring my hibernation to an end and leave the house tomorrow and venture out to replenish the cupboard. How on earth did people survive months of quarantine, the mind boggles.

Not even having the energy to go for a walk around the block which was permissible under Covid guidelines, Jason Bourne and Mrs Winterbottom got me through the week, along with a few other movies, Escape to the Country, non-upsetting bland food and megalitres of fluid to keep myself well hydrated. I’m well and truly over the sitting and lying around, stir crazy comes to mind, and my body is itching to be released. 

And who is Mrs Winterbottom do you ask? Or maybe you didn’t. Either way, she is the main character in Joanna Nell’s Mrs Winterbottom takes a Gap Year, another in the growing collection of Joanna Nell novels featuring a vast array of senior citizens from all walks of life. Through her humorous and insightful writing, issues such as adjustment to retirement, ill health, loneliness, grief, feelings of redundancy, loss of independence, retirement villages and nursing homes are all approached with her characters navigating this stage in their lives and working out whether it is still possible to maintain a good quality of life into old age. 

Age is something that doesn't matter...unless you are a cheese.
                                            
- Billie Burke, American actress

Joanna Nell is an author, GP and advocate for positive ageing. We often cope with the stresses of life through humour. Life can be serious and hard enough without compounding the problems, so looking at it from a lighter side or from outside the box has a way of opening our eyes to new possibilities. Her books brought to mind the Old People’s Home for 4 Year Olds and Old People’s Home for Teenagers TV series. Seeing both young and old who would not normally cross paths step out of their comfort zones and deal with fears, preconceptions, self-doubt, was a real education in the benefits of interaction between the generations and how the process can bring about positive outcomes for all involved.

Reading Mrs Winterbottom also brought another issue to the fore. Why do other people keep writing the books I have stashed somewhere in the back of my mind? I had this fantastical idea of taking a Gap Year in my retirement, I mean why should the young ones have all the fun, heading into the sunset and writing a Grandma’s Gap Year Blog from here, there and everywhere. Like many of my writing ideas, they remain just that, fantasies, illusions, delusions sometimes, never actually translating into something real and tangible.

Maybe that’s why I’m sitting here clacking away on the keyboard, my first foray back into writing after more than a year of being consumed by work to the detriment of any sort of creative pursuit. It’s easy to think I could become the writing machine I would like to be if I was in a different environment, but looking beyond my little world to what I think might hold more promise comes with no guarantees.

The grass may look greener over the fence,
but if you water your own grass,
it can grow just as green.

Joanna Nell
Mrs Winterbottom takes a Gap Year


Removing yourself from what you believe is holding you back is not always the answer. Unless of course it involves a year in Tuscany, or a stone cottage on some windswept mountain in Scotland. Sometimes you just have to dig in, do the hard yards, or maybe think a bit more laterally, find another approach, be gentler on yourself as you navigate getting back in touch with the dream that refuses to die.

And there it is. 

The start of another year and the beckoning finger of the elusive dream.